liberatedpen

Wow. Haven't been here in a while.

Life was too good for internet facade's and examples of people worse than me.

Now you're officially with someone else. I can't say that I'm surprised. I can say I'm a little heartbroken. I was also lying to myself when I told myself that maybe it could work. Things like you and me never work. At least, never longer than in the moment. It's too bad that a moment was all we had.

I think I took a lot for granted. I think I took a lot. I was seeing too many not to be seen by you.

 

Coffee long forgotten on the windowsill, arms draped across shy skin, I wish I had the force of will to stop at one, but I'll never win...

Who loses in a race against lust?

You or me or both- and when?

I think we fall because we must.

Lie down to get  back up again.

 

And still I hide my face in shame every time your memory rocks my brain with scenes better left unseen by everyone caught in between.

 

Here's to all the things that could have been if I hadn't been such a horrible, horrible person. I never wanted to be this girl, so why did I let myself become her? This shade of Two-Faced doesn't look good on me.